Jessica What doesn�t kill you makes you stronger . . . or so I�m told I lost 200 pounds of dead weight when I dumped my loser ex. Now he wants to creep on me? Please. I�ve got my own life to live.Jessica What doesn�t kill you makes you stronger . . . or so I�m told I lost 200 pounds of dead weight when I dumped my loser ex. Now he wants to creep on me? Please. I�ve got my own life to live. It isn�t all bad, either. I�ve got a great friend, a decent job in a call center�and I just started working out with the most gorgeous personal trainer I�ve ever laid eyes on. And the way he looks at me when I squat� But it can�t be. I�m still dealing with my stalker ex and trying to get a restraining order. I don�t have time to date. Besides, I�m a big, curvy woman just looking to get in shape. Who am I kidding? The way the hot personal trainer�s finger trail over me, correcting my form� Well, it does keep my attention. Even if I keep thinking about him, I have my own problems to deal with. My loser ex is upping his game now that he�s out of jail. He keeps sending fake friend requests, driving by my house, stalking my work� I stopped dating for two years after leaving this jerk. Like I�d just leap into bed with anyone? Such as my hot personal trainer, who can keep a conversation going for hours after the gym, who�s charming as well as extraordinarily in shape? Like he would work out�